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Dec. 30th, 2009

Lost..

...

I know I've let you down... I've been a fool to myself. I thought I could live for no one else, but now through all the hurt and pain. It's time for me to respect the ones you love mean more than anything.
So with sadness in my heart I feel the best thing I could do is end it all and leave forever. What's done is done, it feels so bad what once was happy now is sad. I'll never love again my world is ending.
I wish that I could turn back time because now the guilt is all mine. I can't live without the trust from the ones you love. I know we can't forget the past. You can't forget love and pride because of that it's killing me inside.

It all returns to nothing, and it all comes tumbling down.
And in the end it all returns to nothing. I just keep letting me down.
In my heart of hearts I know that I called never love again. I've lost everything.
Everything that matters to me matter in this world...

Nov. 3rd, 2009

Lost..

Nostalgia

Nostalgia...just looking back at old photographs of me when I was in High School and noticed my old friends.
Some of them commented on my Birthday on facebook. It depresses me how things have changed so much. Particularly on my part.

I don't even try to keep in contact with them, rather I'm moving on with different people.
It makes me sad mostly because although they were my best friends and they obviously still bother to wish me stuff, I don't even do anything back.

Oct. 31st, 2009

Radom

Wow...really?

I don't know what's worse.
The fact that my 5 year old Maxtor PATA hard drive didn't actually die and just needed a formatting....or that my hard drive enclosure died before the drive did.

Oct. 20th, 2009

Gasp

ef - A Tale of Memories

Best show I've seen in ages.
I personally believe it to be one of the perfect pieces of work that matches what I want.
Though the ending had one tiny flaw in it that doesn't detract from the overall piece (Essentially they left one detail open ended, but hinted at the resolution rather than make it totally canon, even though it is in the visual novel).

I don't know if I would have liked it if it was completely enforced or not...but I think maybe I think it's perfect the way it is...

Sep. 13th, 2009

Unamused

Webmastering is hard work

To give you an idea of what I'm doing...
I'm having a massive overhaul of the website, fixing up stuff the old webmaster never bothered to do, updating everything, and tidying up stuff.

For instance, I'm designing a completely new website, made the website readable as well as changing and adding images, along with making sure that it's always up to date.
Of course, the old webmaster never did any of that..for maybe the 2 or 3 years he was webmaster. It sucks.
But adding new banners for the forum as well as the frontpage makes me proud to know I'm providing some sense of freshness to a dying site based on 2001 web technology.
At least I know people are paying attention, they're giving me a thumbs up during club saying, "Good job on updating the website.

Also, I was told to ask about getting more webspace for the server from ITaP because we old had like half of the space we were supposed to have.
Well, it turns out that that didn't seem right because we were using 140 megs/200 megs we were supposed to have.
Guess what the issue was...the mail we get for the club had like 20,220 unread emails at least.
I say "at least" because when I started deleting those emails at 20,220, I got rid like half of them. And when they did get deleted, there were 19 thousand MORE emails.
That's what I did all through yesterday along with updating the forums.

On the bright side, I got a progress blog up and running so I don't have to summarize everything I'm doing in like 2 sentences due to lack of space.

Shameless plug here for my hard work.

Aug. 31st, 2009

Oh Gee Golly

Keyboard Keys

Well, considering I'm mixing and matching, (As well as recently finding out that shipping for the G11 keyboard that I won that's broken is ~40 dollars), I've decided to sell off replacement keys for like 1 dollar a key or 3-5 dollars for a set of keys.
But then I wonder, how the hell do people manage to wear down the paint on keys anyway? I've been using this keyboard almost everyday for 2 years and there isn't a single sign of the paint wearing out on the keys.
Sure, this means I can make a bundle of mucho money to make up for my lack of hindsight of shipping from Australia to the US. But really, why does it happen in the first place?

Aug. 27th, 2009

Oh Gee Golly

Giant Klutz

Short list of bad things that went on today.

1) Broke my LCD on my keyboard whilst trying to find out why the backlight doesn't work.
2) My computer had the wrong resolution for a bit.
3) Lost a few bids trying to get a G11 keyboard to "tidy up" my broken G15 one that lacks the LCD screen (G11 keyboard is the same as my G15, but sans-LCD)
4) Bike is making squeaky noises. Don't know why.
5) Did I mention I broke something I was trying to fix?
6) Broke the front panel/cover of my "power station" thinking it was removable...turns out it's not.
7) Wondering when the earliest I can get a G15 replacement LCD screen off of ebay...for cheap...

Aug. 26th, 2009

Halloween

This is Halloween

I just had one of my more deliciously morbid thoughts.
During the "Church" scene of Umineko. It would be awesome if someone played "This is Halloween" from Nightmare Before Christmas.

This is Halloween, This is Halloween, Halloween, Halloween. Ahahhahahhahahahahhahaha

Aug. 25th, 2009

Radom

Too much time on my hands

I have too many breaks, and they're too long.
I have no choice but to do my homework ahead of time just to fill my schedule.

Jul. 24th, 2009

Lost..

Code Geass Final Impressions

Having finished both R1 and R2, I'd have to say Code Geass is one of my favorite shows to this day.
Though it's not without it's glaring flaws and is definitely not a masterpiece, it still holds a place as one of my favorites.

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